This week, a critical video on Elon Musk's "Loop" by donoteat, a brilliant article on Hawaii, tourism, and decolonization by Bani Amor, and a Québecois podcast on depression and anxiety.
A personal blog post about my mental illness struggles, having empathy, having anxiety, and the world being such a shitty place so much of the time.
It starts with inadequacy. Not my earliest memory, but almost. My earliest memory is sunlight and wool—an indistinct understanding of paint on wood walls, and the smell of piles of old magazines. Then there are memories of feeling inadequate.
Trigger Warnings Depictions of suicide, being in the hospital, and violent language. Two days after I was brought to the hospital for ingesting a 210mg concoction of really potent sleeping pills and other drugs meant to kill me definitely, I